all alone

i feel so lonely today without her.syg u left me all alone kn.u didnt even bother to call me or even text me.i know u r having fun with ur friend without me.i felt dissappointed coz u didnt even ask me 2 join u.sometimes i feel that u think that ur friends r more important 2 me.if feel i hav no rights 2 change ur decisions coz its ur life rite.nevermind,i will just here doing nothinng n i will just wait for the phone to ring hoping that u will text me.

my sweetheart

hye sweetheart.i hope that u r hepy always.u can really make me hepy n u can laso make me sad.yesterday when u said something so hurting,after that i felt like my happiness has been taken away.i dun hav a life.i feel like getting sick.u can make my world go round.u r jus so important 4 me.i jus want 2 be the only one in ur heart.i really miss u n doing all the fun things with u n i know that u r going out wit ur friends 2morrow.jus hav fun eventhough im jeleous.i know u can still be hepy witout me.jus dun forget me.sometimes i feel that i am not important 4 u.sometimes u jus forget that i am ur bf.i jus dun know whether it is true or not but im just telling what i feel.2morrow,im gonna be all alone at home.i jus dun wanna fight wit u anymore.i jus cant take it.it drives me crazy coz i love u wit all my heart.i need u all the time.i hope u hav the same feelings 4 me 2.i jus wan u 2 know ur limits as friends n dun treat them more than that coz it really hurts me if u treat them as equal as me.sometimes u might no realise it.i really hav gud times wit u.i hope that our relationship can last long till we die.i need u 2 help me also.plsss sweetheart.ilysm syg.just take care of urself.plss eat okey.eat ur medicine if ur sick.i care so much about u.if anything happens 2 u,i dun know what will happen 2 me.ilyf my love.muahmuah.

sometimes i jus dun understand u.i xfaham lah.can u tell me what do u wan from me.how do wan me 2 treat u.i hav given u the best treatmen that i hav given 2 any gurl but i think u r not satisfied with that.i jus dont know.i dun thin u r taking our relationship serious.u seems to take it easy.sometimes i feel that u dun mind losing me coz u can find a replacement in no time because so many guys r after u.i hav done my best to show u that i love u but why cant u.sometimes u just force me to do things that im really not in the mood 2 do.why cant u understand me.u always wanted things to go ur way.i hav nvr said anything.i need u think what i hav said 2 u.jus think back.coz im really trying my best n if u r not gonna help me then its gonna be so difficult 4 me.please understand me.if i can understand u,why cant u understand me.im such a simple guy.i jus dun wan any of us 2 fight but u r not trying to avoid it.i am really under a lot of stress right now.please for god sake,please understand me.sometimes when u do this 2 me,i cry coz i feel very lonely.even the person i love cant understand.u dont even care.eventhough deep down in my heart im sad,i hav never want to show that sadness 2 u.i hav always kept it deep down in my heart.i guess after all i hav gone through,maybe thats jus not enough for u.i jus wan u 2 know that i am willing to go through anything 4 u but please help me by understanding me.im not asking much from u.ilysm sweetheart.u know that u will always be in my heart.sweet dreams.i hope that i will be there by ur side tomorrow.if not,jus pray for me.p.s i love u

latest

hye im back with the most unimaginable scenes in my life.just now in myspace.there were someone fighting about schools.seseri with asis.after that ssas are quite okay with seseri n we decided 2 support seseri.then,she suddenly getting mad at me for supporting seseri n she decided 2 support asis.im ur bf.u r suppose 2 support me not stab me.plus ssas n seseri r jus friends man.not more than that.plus i am madly in love wit my sweetheart.syg,u r suppose 2 support me.not against me.i have always supported u in everything u do.why cant u do the same for me.plsss.im asking.i dun want 2 fight with for such small little things.i know u r mad at me but can talk it slowly n nicely.hav i ever raised my voice 2 u even when im pissed of.not at all.i really hope u can do the same 2 me.u r a wonderfull girlfriend n u r one in a million years but please do support me.i hav no one except u.

understanding me

my realitionship with her started with a lot of challanges.when we were together,my mother found out about us n she was like so damn mad.i were freaking out at that ime.firstly she took my phone.i can even text her.the whole day my mother was scolding me n everything.i was really in a tensed mood.this happened during the fasting month.this years fasting month is one hell of a month for me.the,when my father came back my father took over my mother place n it got worse coz im a dead man.he hit me n it was so damn painfull.after that,my brother came home.my brother is like so big n muscular.her represented kl for the mr muscle malaysia n he got third.u can see it for urself.search google n type mr malaysia 2009.my brother catogory is above 70kg.het got third placing n his name is syed iqbal.see it for real.it was one hell of a day.i started crying.i hav never gone through something like this for a gurl.that was the first time i cried for a gurl.then,i went back 2 school.i am in boarding school.as a punishment,my father did not give me money for 1 whole month.i were in total misery.i had 2 borry people money 2 buy a new simcard so that i can contact her.those we the diffcult times.i had 2 borrow my friends phone.i greatful coz she always shared her topup with me.she was very understanding at times even she easily get upset.when i went home during the weekends,my mother discovered that i hav a fon again.she took the fon n she said u hav any gf,u will not hav my blessings.i could not take it anymore.my mother scolded me all day long.my brother felt pity 2 me n took me out.he brought me 2 the cc.u opened my ms n i wrote a long message 2 her.i told that i love u with all my life but my mother said that i will not hav her blessing.i told her that she will always be in my heart.im sorry for everything.after that,she was un9 2 n then she replied that she doesnt want 2 be apart from me.i said i hav no other choicen she understand me.i said that if u need me i will always be there for u.that night,my parents went out.i were alone at home n she called me.she said she needed me.she could not lose me.i felt so touched n i took the risk to be with her again.those were the hardships that i hav went through 2 be with her.that shows how much i love u my sweetheart.that is why,in my mind i hav never thought of leaving u.so u should understand when i feel jelous if u put another guy piture even he is a friend at ur profile.its hurts me.othe rpeople might say that i am a ver sensitive guy.yes i am.that is why i really take gud care of my beloved ones.i would do anything for the one i love.i would even spend all the money i hav on them n not being calculative on me.the only think im asking u is please 2 understand me.i hav been very loyal 2 u.i hav not put any girls photo at my profile.i hav not spoken about any other girls goodness.all i talk is about u.everything that belongs 2 me is yours.i let u know all of my secrets.everything.u know the password of my ms.there is nothing that i am hiding from u.my love for u is clear as crystal.i hav never wanted i relationship
2 hav a disturbance.i dun want our relationship 2 end because of other people.that is why i asked u about ur priorites.me or ur friends.coz i dun want 2 hurt myself at the end of the day.i will start 2 do crazy stuff that no one would imagine.i dun give a damn about other people.what i care is u n me.that matters me the most.i changed myself just for u.i know u aready know that.i dun text gurl.the only person i text is u.my whole life is about u.everything i do i think of u.sweetheart,after our 2 date.i went back 2 adibs home.i decided to go home.from adib's house,i walked 2 sentul lrt station that took me 1 hour n 15 minutes.i were soak in sweat.then,i went down at ampang n walked 2 zoo negara.i were so damn tires till i almost fainted n got hit by a car.it took me 2hors n 30 minutes to reach to zoo negara.from there i called my brother.i did all this because i love u.i would go through anything for u.im jus hoping that u would appreciate me like how i took care of ur heart n apppreciated u.i did not care about ur look.what did i care is ur tiny fragile little heart.if u think that someone else can take gud care of u better than i do,its ur choice but i will try my very best to prove 2 u that my love 2 u is just not only through speaking.u know i lysm sweetheart.

HER

i wan 2 describe my sweetheart.she is cute.she has nicely done curly hair.she has really chubby cheeks.she has a really attractive smile.plus,she has a really small n cute little nose.but,she is a hot tempered person.she alyas get mad at me n i hav 2 pujuk her evethough she is wrong.but she really melts my heart.i hav done many things for her that i hav never done for any gurl.im jus hoping that she will appreciate what i hav done.coz i really love u n if break my heart,i will be really be deeply hurt.u r my only oone.

intro 2 a new world :p

hye people.my name is syed nazrin bin syed yusof.i am 16m im staying at taman melawati.the main reason im writing this blog is 2 express my feeling about somethingn also about something that is kept deep down in my heart.so by making this blog can help me 2 relieve me from all the difficulties im facing.there is something that i need everyone 2 know that there is someone special in my life n she is always by my side all the time.i love her with all my heart.eventhough we always argued on something but she will always be my sweetheart.ilysm sweetheart.